stranded

Stranded.
No need for rescue, just company.

as egocentric as it sounds, I fucking mean it. I'm emotionally sadomasochistic.
I enjoy being isolated; I build extra thick walls around me. I suffer and simultaneously
enjoy the pain. and I crave for love, but not like everyone else does.
girls dream to be saved but i don't need rescue, i need someone to knock on my walls and
enter my island to stay. you want out? no fucking way.

i'm a cactus. i'll watch you bleed as you embrace me and cry because you bleed.
but i won't let go. i'm that selfish.