clumsy

our lady peace was never my favorite band.....till now
k..so before explaining(to myself again..because i know no one cares) why
our lady peace suddenly became my favorite band
despite their ten something years of mainstream activity,
i sort of feel like describing my current status
because how i feel nowadays took part in making them my favorite band

ok..so i'm fed up with LIES. black or white or unconscious..i don't care
i'm just fucking sick of dishonesty.
it's pretty absurd that i'm the one saying this because
i'm a pathological liar. but whatever...i don't give a shit.
i know i'm not going to change because honesty really never helps
and when no one else is telling me the truth, why should i?
everyone is sly and dishonest, so if you decide not to be sly or dishonest,
you instantly become a social victim.
i'm not saying that this is normal, or right, or justifiable
i'm just saying that this is how it is nowadays
well.....ummm..so my point is that i'm sick of lies and dishonesty
and that i started wanting to hear more honesty,
which isn't very easy to get in the real world.

Raine Maida, the mainman of our lady peace, writes the most
honest and relatable songs in the whole world..
well actually, i wouldn't know if he is being honest because
obviously, i don't know him personally and whatever he wrote
could all be false, but at lease it sounds honest to me
and in some way, i feel like 'clumsy' is a song that Raine Maida is
singing to me and that's why whenever i listen to this song,
i feel at ease, and i feel that everything'll be okay

i've known this band for a while....(for a while as in 6 or 7 years..)
but i never considered them any more special than other bands.
now their songs touch me, and make me feel something
because i think it's how you feel at the moment that
makes you decide whether or not if you like a song or not
6 or 7 years ago, i used to think dishonesty was necessary
and i still think so now, but i never hated dishonesty as much as i do now






Clumsy